2 am txt...

Tired of the late night wake ups!!! Can’t you leave me alone!!! It’s like a conspiracy...who can make Jennifer wake up at 2 am tonight...”Me me me it’s my turn it’s my turn" they all cheer in unison. Funny enough I have that song as my txt tone...” Its 2am and she/he calls me cuz I’m still awake!!!".....That is me that is my life and I am spent!! But thank you lord for my blessings, my healthy family, safety, and never ending love from my best friend, children, family and friends..."For I know the plans I have for you." declares the Lord. “Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." -Jeremiah 29:11 I will always remember this above all others to give me strength in my time of need. Also the story of a man who asked god why he abandoned him when there were only one set of footprints in the sand and God said that was when I carried you. He carries us through our despair and will never abandon us. My troubles compared in the life are nothing yet he feels my need for him to carry me through. I pray every day and ongoing prayer that never ends. You may have seen me at times talking to myself but that is me talking to god. I talk to him as a friend and my relationship with him is spiritual. He talks to me in many ways and surprises me with love and wisdom in the oddest places I would never have thought to look. I talk to him with the understanding that he already knows what is in my heart and he has already answered my prayers, and with the understanding that time does not exist for the Lord therefore the prayers he answers in his own time does not capture to true meaning of the Lord. The lord has no time therefore he has answered before we have asked and know his plan for each of us before we live it. Time is manmade. So I will be thankful and stop complaining now!!!